~that should be me !~

That should be me!

That should be me holding your hands

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me, this is so sad

That should be me, that should be me…

That should be me.....

I hope miracles could happen but harapan tinggal harapan…all the things that I had planned has vanished just like that. Oh my, sakit sangat rasanya…sakit sangat..

Thank god everything could be handle dgn baik..kene faham keadaan. Nak salahkan sape? kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebaldi.so salahkan susu sebab warne putih =.=’

Feeling g0od when heard u’re just fine right there…having fun and enjoy your beautiful day with your best friend…but it must be better if I could be there t0o…nothing better than that if it could happen…looking at your smile..hearing you telling jokes and spending the whole day together…I wish I could..coz that was what I wanted to do all this time.. and I’ve admired for months.*sigh*

Nothing else can change it…sudah tertulis begitu akhirnya…u said takde rezeki nak wat camne…ok I accept that..walaupun berat tapi terpaksa...hati je tahu ape rase..mungkin lepas ni dapat jugak jumpe.mungkin dekat tempat yg lagi menarik.kat luar negara mungkin.
*over ean, itu over* =.='

papepun every cloud has a silver lining..see.we still can talk 24/7.sekarang boley mengarut non-stop.and i dera u ckp bnyak smpai penat.haha mcm klakar ade jugak org merungut penat sebab bercakap.ok tak larat cakap bisik pun ok what.hish gedix pulak.
sorry i'm not like dat! saya belum ladies. :P

segala sedih, geram, jeles dan seumpamanya sudah lenyap diterbangkan dek angin malam yg sepoi2 language ni :)

tapi mungkin bakal kembali semula esok hari atau mungkin esok harinya lagi atau mungkin juga hari kepada esok dan esok lagi..who knows?

conclusion, kite hanye merancang Allah yg menentukan.terimalah segala dan jangan pernah pertikaikannya :))

till then, i'm leaving for now.

~salam~

p/s: debaran kian terasa.ouh saya tak suka!
      tak mahu november muncul! =.=''

~an emo post :)

I may not get to see you as often as I like.

I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.

I may not touch your hands like i use to.

I may not get to text u every minute like before.

I may not get to call you as we always did.

 

I may not stay up late just to look for you.

I might not be the one to take care of u when u sick.

I may not be the one who really special in your life anymore this moment,

after all had happened to us.

I am not sure whether I can keep my promise to u anymore.

I have failed. failed to fulfill my promise to u...

I have failed to make u happy. I have take your smile away..

I am sorry.

I might not able to treat u like i use to.

 

It may be weird for me to call you with the sweeties name

like i love to call you all this time.

But deep in my heart I truly know,

you're the one that I cherish every moment,

and I can't let you go.

but i must...

i must do it..for us..

i know it is hard.and i am not sure whether i can get through it all alone or not...

but we must...we must...

be strong..!

no matter what happen, i will always stay beside you..

i take myself away from you but i'm not taking back my love from you..

i wanna let you keep my love with you forever...

will you keep it for me..?

coz i wanna do the same for you...i wanna have your love..

please don't take it away...

do have it as our memories that can not be forget and all of it cannot be erase...

I will miss you...so much...

as your face and our memories will always keep on playing on my eyes everywhere i look and everything i do i keep thinking about you...

every breath i take i will always reminds about u...

I LOVE YOU !

I really really do.

but I have to pretend that i don't love u, coz i don't wanna hurt u anymore.

u're hurting and bleeding inside u because of me..

with every action that i ever did before..

I am sorry....really sorry...

I can't hold our relationship till the ends of our life..

but remember this, this is not the end of our relationship but the beginning of our new relationship...

which is...F.R.I.E.N.D...

till then, i'm leaving....

~with love, E'an...<3 :') ~

 

~eh encik blog, rindu! :')

*itu saye.comey kan. :)*

sedang menaip sambil dgr lagu blog ni.

uwaaa...nak menitis air mata..haha

rindu siak kat en.blog nih..

sebulan x jumpe.heee

 sehat? eh berhabuk la..meh vacuum sket,ok da bersih :)

ala ade sawang sket tu..meh buang.ok da berkilat.

*sorry,lately suke ckp sorg2.inilah padahnye :P*

kalau lah en.blog ni boley b'cakap mesti die soh aku diam.haha

nak taip taip je lah mulut tu sile kunci. :P

ou.mesti kaw garang kan en.blog.ok enough e'an!

haha

ade sajak utk kaw..

haii en.blog.

disini tempat kuluahkan segalanya.

suke dan duke menjadi cerita.

buat tatapan all the bloggers

tanpa jemu engkau menerima.

haaa...sikit2 cukup.

x ley bnyak2..haha

nak bnyak tggu idea lain mari eh..huhu

heyy en.blog.

saya nak janji ni..

saya x kan tggalkan awak lagi..

lame tu saye menyepi kan..kesian awk mesti bosan..

ok.hari2 sy teman awk ea..sy isi awk dengan cerita2  hot sy yg tertangguh lame tuh..

sampai sini dulu...adioss! :)

~salam menyepi. :p ~

~kad raya versi maya ;) ~

ini ada kad raya..banyak saya dapat! ;)

sebelum raya dan yang utk ramadhan pun ada..

tapi nak tahu? ini semua kad raya maya punya..

semua pakat tag kat fb...save bnyak..jimat kredit,jimat dakwat, kertas dan yg paling penting jimat duet..hehehe

yang real? ade dapat satu dari mommy..luv u norma..thanks ;)

ini dari iera.

ini pulak anis tag..thanks! :)

ini dari mommy..cik norma.

ini dari zureen.klas rap saye.ngee~

yg special, kak fatin bg..ouh saye rindu dielah.tibe2 pulak kan. =.='

dari syg saye i mean ex-tunang.norasma.hehe

yaya bells tag saye disini..hijau ok.si comot mesti suke.heh

cik pelah kite..org p'tame yg tag kad raye tau.hehe

ini dari iera lagii...thanks!

Nasa tag saye juge...arigato! 

ini cantik! saye suke.dari en.zulhazmi.thanks classmate! :)

dan jangan marah..tgn ni gatal pulak.nak jugak cipta satu dan tag org kat situ..

heeee~..ni ha saye punye..penat taw buat..so sile appreciate.x mintak balas ape2 pun but at least komen x pun like..heheh

agak serabut sebab bnyak sgt words..tp yg penting masjid tu sgt cantik!

masjid negeri...kat kuantan, pahang :)

original ok, x yah google pic masjid..heee

buat mase ni itu je nak post! thanks to all yang wish...naik sikit semangat nak raye..baju raye saye masih di penang, esok baru tibe..lepas da ade dlm tgn barulah ade m0od nak raye kot kan..heee

to my sista, drive safely k..i'm waiting for u and my baju kurung sarawak mali...heee ;)

that's all for now...

esok puasa yang terakhir.sayu gila rasa.sebab ramadhan kali ni tak terase sgt.sumpah sedey.mungkin sebab busy n bnyak tugasan nak kene hantar..tp tetap bersyukur sbb di awal bulan ramadhan ni ade la jugak pegi masjid negeri..thanks to Atikah Ahmad Kamari sbb slalu ajak pegi terawih.lau takde org ajak memang aku x pegi.haish.

ramadhan datang dan pergi..syawal juga begitu..masih adakah ramadhan dan syawal utk kite lalui tahun hadapan? hanya Allah yang tahu....

~salam lebaran~

^_^

~m0od rayer... :') ~

*berempat adalah kami*

raye 2009 :)

^_^

MOOD RAYER MENGUASAI!!

yeahh! excited...! :D

es0k balik kampung! yeayy! :)

perak, wait 4 me keyh!

ticket : Transnasi0nal *yaya ckp bas cap ayam* tp still laju ouh! cepat smpai..ngee :p

        time : jam 9.00 pagi. platform 1@2...

sedih hiba pulak ase bile bakal meninggalkan bumi Kuantan ini...sem0ga berjumpe lagi jika umur panjang...ok sedih! :'(

utk ahli housemates 1308 dan ex-housemates serta semua kesayangan2 saya selamat pulang ke kampung masing2...take a g0od care of urself k..

3 minggu yang sangat bermakna utk kte semua keyh...hargainyer..hehe

raye, raye jugak FINAL jgn lupe..majuk die nanti...

sebelum gerak jgn lupe bace d0a...

بِسْمِ اللهِ اَلْحَمْدُ لِلّهِ سُبْحَانَ الَّذِي سَخَّرَ لَنَا هَذَا وَمَا كُنَّا لَهُ مُقْرِنِيْنَ وَإِنَّا إِلَى رَبِّنَا لَمُنْقَلِبُونَ، الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ الْحَمْدُ لِلهِ، اللهُ أَكْبَرُ اللهُ أَكْبَرُ اللهُ أَكْبَرُ، سُبْحَانَكَ اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي ظَلَمْتُ نَفْسِي فَاغْفِرْلِي فَإِنَّهُ لاَ يَغْفِرُ الذُّنُوبَ إِلاَّ أَنْتَ

“Dengan menyebut nama Allah, segala puji bagi Allah, Maha Suci Allah yang telah menundukkan semua ini bagi kami padahal kami sebelumnya tidak mampu menguasainya, dan sesungguhnya kami akan kembali kepada Rabb kami. Segala puji bagi Allah (3 kali), Allah Maha Besar (3 kali), Maha Suci Engkau ya Allah. Sesungguhnya aku telah mendzalimi diriku sendiri maka ampunilah aku, karena sesungguhnya tidak ada yang mengampuni dosa-dosa melainkan Engkau.”

last but least...kususun sepuluh jari memohon kemaafan diatas kekhilafan diri ini iaitu hamba Allah yang lemah...d0akan perjalanan saya selamat..aminn :)

keep in t0uch later k..luv yah! <3 :)) 

~salam perantauan~