15 Feb 2013

olla ! selamat petang. seperti yg digembar-gemburkan bahawa result bagi semester empat bakal diumumkan awal dari tarikh awal yg diberi..semua student konfirmlah cuak kan. but as for me..mungkin Allah sayangkan aku. demam teruk 3 hari. tapi tu semua tak menghalang aku dari menjadi seorang makcik yg bertanggungjawab kepada anak buah aku seperti yg dimintalah. hahaha ayat poyo gilaa 

dalam hati terdetik, sama ada Allah nak kurangkan dosa aku atau ini balasan atas dosa2 aku. tahu tak demam tu seksa? kepala konfirm lah sakit pening2 lalat. suhu badan turun naik ikut cuaca sekeliling. lagi sejuk suhu bilik lagi panas lah badan guwe ni. nak2 kalau time ambil wuduk. menggigil. mandi sekali je sehari sebab memang menggigil sejuk sampai ke tulang sumsum. *tulang sumsum ? seriously -_-' bile sujud rasa sakit sgt kt kepala dan jugak leher. sebab ulser. bila baca doa, nafas tu mak aih panas bukan main, risau2 je kot2 terkeluar darah dari hidung *overnya* ulser tu besar gabak dekat tekak siap bengkak. makan pun kurang selera sbb nak telan sakit. sampai abang gua tegur "aik, kejapnye makan.lek ah banyak lagi ni. selalu kat rumah cepat je habiskan." aku hanya mampu tersenyum. dlm hati cakap "i diet lah" *konon* hari keempat dah ok sikit sebab malam tu tidur dlm kepanasan dan badan berpeluh gila. so itu tanda demam dah kebah. cuma tekak je masih sakit. nasib baiklah ade kakak. die macam faham. bila nampak kite pakai sweater n stokin dia tanya demam ke and i replied taklah sejuk je. taknak risaukan die. bila Aish nangis n i'm not beside him, kakak tolong tengokkan padahal anak dia pun berjaga juga.

entah kenapa sem ni dah set kat mind nak cek result at after 3 pm. and seriously tak rasa cuak barang sedikit pun. pelik dgn diri sendiri. mungkin betullah kata org, keadaan sekeliling sebenanrya yg paling mempengaruhi fikiran, perasaan dan emosi kita. buktinya? aku hanya akan rasa sikit cuak ataupun risau bila aku mengadap twitter. bila aku tutup laptop dan menjalani hari2 ku seperti biasa *padahal sakit masa tu* aku definitely ok and tak fikir pasal result pun. so orang sekeliling or lebih tepat lagi yg duk dalam twitter or facebook tu yg main psychology much. huhuu jadi hari Jumaat yg indah itu, bangun2 tidur sampai ke tengah hari sampai lah ke pukul 3 memang tak online langsung. mujurlah ada tetamu, kak Una datang so tak lah boring, boleh borak2.hehew 

dalam pukul 3 macam tu Kak Una minta diri so ikut lah iring dia sampai ke visitors bays. melangkah je masuk ke rumah semula rasa excited dan gemuruh tu dah datang. terus on laptop dan log in email. malangnya try seratus lima puluh juta kali tak boleh log in jugak. last2 email kena block. macam harommm. ape masalah entah. then terfikir nak log in student portal. *tak suka tgk result kt sp sebenarnya* bile log in......deymmm 

"keputusan peperiksaan anda telah disekat kerana anda tidak melengkapkan SUFO..blablabla" *lebih kurang mcm tu la ayat yg tertera..dgn serta merta aku menjerit sehingga kakak kat sebelah melatah. kah3. b*d*h mcm mana aku boleh tak isi. setahu aku aku dah isi semua dengan fatin kat bilik dia. *ingat lagi tu haha* dgn segera isi SUFO. oh ade dua subject tak isi. HRD dan LAW. cehh. lepas isi, try log out dan log in semula. malangnya masih belum diproses. ok takpe2 kita tutup dululah lah laptop ni. gua pun buat tak tahu je tengok tb, makan nasik berlagak cool padahal risau terus mesej semorang tanya nak kena call uitm ke tak. hahah then semua pun jawab tak tahu, try lah call. ohh memang tidak, malas lah nak call. 

selepas beberapa purnama, gua try buat benda yg sama sambil mulut bace lah ape yg patut disaat2 akhir ni semoga Allah kurniakan rezeki dan permudahkan segala urusan.huhu log in dengan cermat dan tadaaa tanpa segan silu result gua terus terjojol keluar *over* huh tak tengok lama, tengok huruf LU semua, tengok pointer then terus pangkah tab. fuhh syukur, hehehe dah tu je nak citer. kecoh kan ;p

sebenarnya bukan nak mengeluh sebab sakit dan dihadapkan situasi begini cuma kite kena la sentiasa bersedia utk hadapi ape je yg bakal datang kat kite. dan saya dah lame tak demam, last masa cuti sem lepas masa bulan puasa I balik Taiping, mak jaga tau. hehe dan mungkin sebab tu macam terkejut rasa badan gemok ni haa.haha 
-pernah dengar tak "hidup tak selalunya indah langit tak selalu cerah" "kusangka panas sampai ke petang, blablabla" haa ade la tu kaitannye kan huhu 

assalamualaikum.

on 14 feb, first love a.k.a first ex tetiba call. 

jangan harap aku nak angkat. okbaii

JB to SG :)

THIRD DAY: 21 april 2012

olla ! sambungan dari citer perak to jb tuuu. ni third day pulak. pagi ni bangun awal gila noks sebelum azan dah tersedar, sebelum2 tu terjaga sebab dgr azan. nampak tak agak excited disitu hee dah siap mandi around 6 something hujan lebat. patutlah mendung je langit gelap. hujan lebat2 sampai 7 lebih when the time that we should go downstairs actually, dah reda sikit baru turun bwh n naik bas. tu pun basah sikit sbb kena hujan. ohh mann why hujann ? aigoosampai terminal larkin beli breakfast kat mcD and then wait for the bus yg supposedly bring us to singapore. hehe on the way entering singapore, the bridge was gila jammed. early in the morning pulak tu. haihh beratur kereta and bus. dekat imigresen, everyone buat muka confident and semorang jalan laju gila bhai. macam kat jepun gua rasa. and when am passing by on of the imigresen office, i saw there are a group of people inside there and their face was very sad. dunno what happen but maybe kena tahan. mungkin mencurigakan or it might be only my assumption. 

then after few moments inside the bus and everyone was likee whoooaaaa wuuuuu weeeee looking at singapore's view, tadaaaa! here we are, reached the awesome Universal Studio Singapore. excited excited ! hehe

us at uss :D

i love the view there. feeling2 mcm kat new york. awesome 

roller coaster, both are terbaik ! one minute yg penuh jeritan haha

human one much scarier than cylon padahal cylon is the one yg kaki tergantung and pusing terbalik. it is awesome. depa naik 2 kali kot. cek tak sanggup aih. jantung sakit dah naik yg mummy revenge tu (roller coaster dalam gelap).tak tipu sakit dada terus, sumpah scary. kalau tau takde teman naik. hoho

ni first game naik. ena excited nak jumpa alex dia. hehe this is more to family punya game.huu

third place we go. ambil gambar je dulu, dah petang sikit baru masuk yg ni. hee

.transformer.

haaa yang ini paling awesome!! tak tipu. dua kali kiteorang masuk. kalau boleh nak kali ketiga tapi penat la tgk benda same je kan.hee 3D effect dia serius rasa. fuhh terbaik lahh :D

tengoklah sape ade kat sane jugakk ! hee

they went to starhub for promoting their movies there. starhub tu mcm channel tv.tak pun telefon. if am not mistaken la. sebab masuk je singapore, terus dapat mesej kat hp from starhub saying that welcome to singapore.so i'm not sure what it is huu

tengah kelam kabut jalan terserempak si cantik manis ni pulak.diana amir. sopan gila habaq hang. hulur tangan salam kiteorang. padahal kteorang mcm rushing time tuu hee

banyak benor benda pelik2 kat sini, kang petang jadi kaki panjang tinggi menjela pulak haha

tempat last pegi.tak larat dah.tapi ni tak best pun. stakat kena air sikit2 je. yg beli baju hujan bagai tu membazir je la..3$ tuuu, ce convert ke m'sia. haa tak payah la convert. haha

street show in the evening. 

ex-uitm kuantan only.with our beloved lecturer, sir hasnun (black shirt) comel je macam budak2 kan? sir mmg slalu prasan muda. anak dah dua ok. hee

bajet bajet macam tgh jalan kat new york street. lol

geng bas sekolah.

the only boys in our class.eh paan takde pulak.ganti tiem, pun boleh hihi

dah penat gila time ni. dah malam kot. tunggu time je nak keluar dari situ. duduk tepi tgk gambar dlm tab wani dulu bro. yg tak hensem boleh delete hehe

i believe not mostly were malaysian there. dalam surau yg masuk semua indon. comel je dgr diorang cakap. rasa macam dalam drama sinetron pulak. 'kamu duluan ya' time nak ambil air smayang. hehe 

fuhhh. seharian kat dalam uss.everything was super duper awesome. their service is nice and very satisfied.uya tercicir hp then report kat pihak uss.tak lama lepas tu jumpa. see, very the cekap one. huhu kira berbaloi lah bayar 74$ tuu and have fun like tak ingat dunia.ooppss.but all in all ade jugak tempat2 yg tak masuk. yg macam budak2 tu tak mahu lah cek beratur panjang, tak kena dgn umur. haha bajett.

malam, semua orang penat jadi esoknya pagi2 pukul 7 lebih camtu masuk satu kelas and it is time to reveal the buddy system. dua orang ingat aku jadi buddy diorang. shahril yg confident and akma yg confius.hehe kan dah salah orang. aku dah tau sape buddy aku, tanye direct terus kat dia. haha and betullah mmg dia. so sweet rajin anta surat. ade 8 surat kat tgn. hee

cik ruzana roslan. 

buddy yang aku kena jaga. sumpah best kenakan dia. panggil dia kenchana dewi lah kris dayanti lah. sampai pagi tu dia still tak tau aku buddy dia  sehinggalah dapat mesej last yg aku kasi pagi tu. mesti dia dapat tau sebab aku tulis 'thanks sebab makan semeja semalam' huu

shafiqah tinggi. 

specky girl yg senyap2 memerhatikan gua sepanjang trip tuu. hee thank you awak. jage kite baik2. ecehh gediks ;p

habis sesi, gerak balik ke perak. di setiap negeri berhenti satu RnR. untung sapa boleh balik terus. dan setiap perhentian tu jugak aku akan turun sekejap. lenguh badan aih duk lama sgt.and the funny part is tiap kali berhenti semorang akan terjaga, sembang2 makan gelak pastu senyap balik.tidur. kelakar betul. hahaha

last but not least, a big thank you to our PM for this trip, miss Zaheera Zainudin. and of course to the ajks also. tenkiuuu sgt without u guys takkan jadi trip bermakna kita ni. love you all !

"i believe this is the memories that you will never able to forget it" -sir hasnun

senyum sorang2 tgk gambar kita, sayang 3A ketat-ketat :) 

till then. assalamualaikum..

PERAK to JB :)

as-salam ! kesibukan with student life made me lack of time to update you my little blog. sekarang cuti pertengahan sem. mak aih. cepat gila rasa masa berlalu. pejam celik pejam celik dah penghujung bulan 4. naik sem ni mesti busy gila dgn presentation n all sort of things :|
well, bukan tu yg nak citer sebenornyee. hehe early this semester, our HR's lecturer ada bagitau that we will be going for a trip. to Johor for the company visit. and maybe we will go to singapore as well.so i thought that it was just a plan and maybe it won't be real. but time to time, he keep remind us bout it and ask the progress bout the project with ma classmate that handle the project. with Allah's permission, our plan went very smooth and big thank you to the hea and hep as well coz approved and support some of our budget and we really feel relieved with it. syukur ;) here, i will tell a little bit detail bout our journey. am super duper excited because we are the first batch that managed to make a trip out from our country, yeah oversea uollss even the sea just sekangkang singa je. ehemm hee well, as said by our lecturer, it was a history made ! :)


FIRST DAY : 19 april 2012
as it was a public holiday on this day, our PM (ira) decided to make it earlier so we move at 8 a.m. as it should be on 2 pm at the beginning. but we change the plan ;) so before moving, we've been told bout the buddy system. pernah dengar ? alaa yg macam citer secret gaden tu. haa yg tu lah *pg tgk sekarang. hehe ohh dah undi sehari before pergi and sy dapat buddy yg ohsemm. photogenic budaknyee. and for buddy yg jaga saya, for the whole journey still tak tau sape. but all i know org tu perempuan and specky hee

excited all the way there thinking bout the buddy ! hee

stop by at Seremban's RnR if am not mistaken and looking for cool blog. our always favorite :)

adik's fav, otak2 JB

after about 10 hours on bus, finally we reach stulang. dinner there.

then we went to Danga Bay. my second time reached here. first dulu masa convo my bro. everything seems same here but some project of Iskandar Malaysia make it different.

adik beradik kelas A :)

the end of the day, we heading to uitm Larkin as our 'homestay' for few days there.this campus is majorly for pjj's student. quite nice place and it reminds me to uitm Kuantan as it is only have two blocks of apartment just like uitm padang lalang. we were really tired back then. but before sleep need to prepare stuff for the next day.ohh during this time also we know that there are one bus from uitm shah alam was sleepover here too. budak masscom katenye.

SECOND DAY: 

it's Friday. the day for us to complete our main objective of this trip which is, company visit. hehe early in the morning, we get ready to go to pasir gudang.ohh and budak mascomm smlam tu dress up formally with kemeja n so on this morning. none of them wearing baju kurung. heading to singapore i heard.well, have fun ;)

suddenly a woman walk to us and greet us. so we had a conversation. i thought she was the lecturer that handle a bunch of boys and girls that we saw just now but she is not. she was the lecturer of uitm larkin itself. so she was about just reach there for her work. it's friday kan. kemonn lah. worklah buddy.hehh nice talk with you madam even you were like unwelcome us there. but who cares haha ! 

     

the campus :)

briefing and briefing

our beloved ayahanda, En Osman :)

company ayah ira (our PM) it produces unfinished good, supplier.

the very new and convenient room

berdiri kanan sekali is ayah ira, en zainudin mohd yasin. comel je ! hehe

then we heading to Danga Bay again. to visit the Iskandar Malaysia punya site. well, suprisingly ada satu lagi bas uitm yg baru tiba jugak time tu. and bila turun rupanya they all from uitm shah alam tapi bukan yg terserempak kt uitm larkin tu. kos building i think, forgot lah.but i believe they stay at same place with us. huhu merata ada budak uitm ni ye. what a small world hehe one word, Iskandar Malaysia was awesome. i mean the IMIC. seriously cool. there are a lots of games and visual presentation that available and most of them are touch screen. kaya vetol. hoho but what to do, tiredness has killed us all the down there. fuhh, penat bergambar kot. haha =.='

three musketeers hahah

then we move on to JPO. quite far from DB. sempat tidur dalam bas. hihi

the tiresome made us unable to walk.kaki dah sakit ouh pakai kasut tinggi =.='

the best part is, while others were busy shopping, we're here gain the knowledge and experience from our senior, abg saleh (kemeja hitam). dia tgh praktikal dekat iskandar malaysia tadi tu.tu yg ajak lepak skali, dah lepas office hour kan huhu terbaiklah dengar citer die. and tajuk besar our discussion is "don't go to gov for practical" huhu sir hasnun paling semangat bila cerita pasal praktikal ni. dalam kelas punya session pun tak cukup lagi.hehew

so pegi JPO kenyang perut suka hati. walaupun tak sedap and sakit hati dengan cleaner toilet cam haram tu. haha end of our second day. really2 tired sampai hilang excited utk esok harinya. pelik bukan. yup sebab penat. tak tipu. malam, ada prank birthday warda and sarah. aku pun terprank skali. syabas lah korang lakonan sgt menjadi ! yang lelaki pun. muke innocent je hampeh. sempat singgah kedai beli tepung bagai dengan aku2 pun kena baling. kerja tim la sape lagi ciss. bebudak shah alam yg baru balik jugak time tu pelik je tgk bertepung bagai..kat tempat org tu weh. nasib bek tak kena marah or what.sir siap hampir kantoi kan prank tu. sir sempoi ! ngeh3. baru nak sakit hati and bajet mcm hot je korang ni, rupanya prank. ok sayang korang ketat2.hehe dah2 habis cerite JB. esoknyaa ? ehemm :)


stay tuned..

the climb

.assalamualaikum.
rabu, 22 february 2012.officially result keluar. sejak hari ahad lagi kawan se'batch' dah kecoh dok tweet and naik status kecut perut, risau, tido tak lena semua sebab result nak keluar. and me ? like seriusly tak terfikir langsung. tak rasa apa2. macam tak ada ape yang bakal aku hadapi. aku pelik. takut dengan diri sendiri. malam tadi. ramai yang pakat nak stay up sebab normally result masuk email masing2 after 12 and above. yes it is, just like last sem. aku cek lepas balik dinner dgn kawan lama. balik lewat sikit lepas mandi semua baru tgk and betul dah masuk email. tapi kali ni dah aim siap2 tanak tgk malam ni. takut spoil mood nak tido. but still berharap email tu masuk before i went to sleep. and it didn't.untuk sedapkan hati, i bajet2 practice tgk result by viewing the past semester's result. cehh. setelah puas hati practice n kutuk diri sendiri betapa kurang bijaknya aku sem lepas, i decide to sleep.


i hit the sack very early than usually. almost twelve. but still, pusing sana pusing sini i just can't sleep. tak fikir pasal result pun tapi pasal masa depan. mungkin. which i really dunno what am i thinking about. sort of things in mind. until lastly i fall asleep. ok now perkataan result tu dah mula bermain di kepala and ekor mata. but my heart still pumping as usual. i mean tak berdebar langsung. macam orang lain sume cakap jantung nak luruh la rasa tak normal la tak fokus buat kerja and so on. tiem call petang smalam pun cakap dia lemah lutut sejuk satu badan bagai. *cehh dia tu mcm tu pun dl jugak* 


celik je mata all i was thinking is email. yess email. mesti dah masuk. enam setengah pegi solat dulu and baring2 balik sambil texting dgn ain sampai tunggu pukul 7 baru on lappy. nak tunggu mak ayah kuar dulu. kalau tak nanti kena bebel pepagi dah on lappy. u wish =.=' well, laptop yg berat and line lembap nak mati mmg menguji kesabaran. i finally end up sleeping while waiting for the page to be loaded. big sigh there before sleep i just tutup suis. malas nak log off bagai. geram. yess. sangat. lepas tu terlelap and terjage balik pukul 9 something. tahu tak aku mimpi aku dah tgk email and resultnye empat paper fail. siap ade dengan skema jawapan aku dapat. markahnye pulak 40 ke bawah.bukan ikut gred a b c. satu paper dpt 61. mak aih mmg menghantui betul lah result ni. sampai terbawak masuk mimpi. hmm terjage je time tu terus bukak laptop. tahu dah proses nak bukak tu makan masa so i get myself clean and beautiful first. ehh ? hee can imagine betapa lembap laptop tuuu? hmm first thing first mmg aim nak bukak email terus. and yes ade 2 email baru masuk. time tu tak rasa pape pun. berdebar pun tak. tapi bila dah click email result tu baru dia punya degup tu tuhan je tahu. boleh dengar sampai telinga. hahaha dah tgk result. ok puas hati. senyumm je mampuu. perlu usaha lagi ni. terus tanya kengkawan yg lain. mostly sume naik. classmate aku hampir separuh dl. syukur. mesti lecturer puas hati dgn kelas kiteorang even banyak buat hal sem lepas. dan aktiviti sepanjang hari ni adalah mesej org. few of my friend takut nak cek. tak confident. aiyoo lambat laun kena tahu jugak kan. hmm takut2 pun tgk2 kang dl. tahu sgt dah. mencikk huhu


none of people in this house tahu aku dapat result hari ni. saje malas nak bagitau. hehe mood agak baik, jadi mendorong diri ini utk jadi rajin. ptg, lidah ni rasa nak sumthing yg sweet, so i make cupcakes .dalam diam, this is a gift for myself. atas kenaikkan yg sikit itu. nampak usaha yg berbaloi :) dan ini yang paling sedap pernah dihasilkan. resipi ikut suka main campak tak ikut sukatan punn and lastly tenggelamkan hirisan coklat masakan dalam setiap cupcakes. duhh. mouth watering bila ingat the feeling of how it melts in my mouth. ok oveerrrr ! dah dah. hee 


dah. tu je nak kecoh, actually aku pelik dgn diri sendiri. semakin kurang perasaan. marah, suka, ceria, takut, sedih and so on. and yes, they're getting lost in me. semakin takda. tak reti nak marah adik macam mana aku marah dia dulu, tak reti nak senyum dekat sesiapa. but cry, i still manage to do that. hurmm looks like aku dah pandai nak sorok or buang  perasaan jauh2. bila fikirkan ia, ia datang bila tak, the felling will just dissapear and hide in me. itu lah yg aku rasa aku buat, cakap pasal result tapi taknak fikir so tak rasa pape. buat kerja lain and tak fikir langsung pasal tu. it is just so awesome. tapi ada satu perasaan tu, memang tak boleh buat apa. nak buang tak boleh, nak sorok takde tempat tersembunyi, taknak fikirkan pun i can't. it just there and haunting me all the time. big sigh there. tak tahu nak buat apa dah.dan sendiri konfius perasaan apa sebenarnye itu ? rindu? hanya Dia yang tahu. 


baiklah, stay tuned. assalamualaikum :)
korang, rinduuuu. sgt.

putrajaya visit.

assalamualaikum..
setelah separuh semester diharungi dengan only kelas, presentations, tests dan assignmentssss...akhirnya aku telah berjaya keluar dari penjara pelajaran ini. erkk? ok tak syurga ilmu actually. hehe  hari khamis. yup ponteng kelas. eh, bukan saje2 ponteng okeh. ade trip pi putrajaya, entah camne before cuti tiem petik nama gua and wanie ajak jadi ajk utk die coz she is the pengarah projek. gua ajk makanan je pungg. hehe


malas citer bnyak tgk aja ya pak ;)

baru sampai, first thing first amek gambar dulu hehe

senaman pagi, terlebih senyum pulak :) 

meet my classmates. also known as geng BB

technology advancement. pakcik driver bus skrg tak main pakai gprs dah, guna tab terus u'olls. sporting ouh encik2 ni. hehh 

before entering the building.

 semua fokus. baguih hehe

end of the ceremony. here gift from us ;)

*speech beliau sgt kelakar ok. best2 !

lunch provided by them. yummy!

*makan free gua mmg laju.ambil pun nak bnyak je.haha

SATU MALAYSIA itu penting ! baru negara makmur. kann ?

time to say goodbye to KPDKK

at masjid sultan mizan, time to change ladies ! next destination. ehemm

here  were are! Paya Indah Wetland. bak kata pakcik bus, tanah basah. funny ouh pakcik. haha 

ma favourite part !! :')

uwaa diorang comel sgt !!! sumpah cute. tp tenggelam timbul je kejenye. bosan la awak syg ;(

haha ;D

FAKTA ! Hippo can be very dangerous ! gigitan si gemok boleh membunuh. grrr! so dun play2 with me. eh silap them. hehe

kolam boya yg sgt awesome besar ! scary sgt. see the sky over there? yes it was a sign. hujan mau mari. jadi moh berteduh. 

the scene and landskap was really beautiful.

ok it's time to go back ladies n gentleman. hujan lebat gila lepas tu. luckily i bring an umbrella. always sediakan payung sebelum hujan ok? ;)

haha muka tak puas hati lisa nak kahwin dgn yusri. eh tak muka ketat sbb cancel plan nak turun shah alam. hehe

ok, enough. letak banyak2 nanti bosan la kan. well it was unpredictable journey i guess. it's simple yet still awesome. thank you KPDKK coz so excited terima kehadiran kteorg even schedule diorg penuh. mcm tanak kasi balik pun ade. ok dah2 perasan sgt la kau. haha we're given two hours to viewing around but then spend only one hour dekat wetland. it was fun even tempat mcm takde org nk dtg. ouh mgkin sbb kteorg dtg hari khamis so sunyi sepi je. ade la juge bebudak kolej mane ntah ade event kt situ. pukul 6 kteorg blah. hujan lebat gila. stop kejap kt RnR rawang and selamat sampai uitm pukul sembilan setengah.penat weyh. but enjoyable enough. thank you all. next project, untuk kelas marketing dgn miss zaf maybe. tgh nak buat kertas kerja. hehe


that's it I guess. assalamualaikum :)