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assalamualaikum
ini entry paling istimewa.kerana apa? kerana ianya mengenai seorang kawan.seorang sahabat.seorang teman.yang sentiasa ada disisi tidak kira susah, tidak kira senang mahupun sederhana susah atau sederhana senang. kita kongsi cerita sama2. menangis sama2. gelak tawa pun bersama. itu baru namanya sahabat kan?


setiap orang punya sahabat. punya kawan.kadang2 tanpa mereka sedar mereka  mengutamakan kawan terbaik mereka itu lebih dari diri mereka sendiri.mereka menyayangi teman terbaik mereka itu lebih dari sayangkan diri sendiri.ya.benar,setiap orang punya perasaan itu. no one can deny it. am i right? this is my story about my friend a.k.a kawan :)


kawan,
pertama kali jumpe kawan mase tu dlm keadaan yg agak miserable.u know what i mean kan.i'm the new person yg tercampak ke dlm umah kawan.mase tu kte tak banyak pilihan kan.macam2 kte lalui.frankly speaking i never thought that we gonna be so close.ye la i never meet u since first sem n lastly on the third sem we met n end up as a very close friend :) teruja tak kawan? hee bila fikir balik mcm tak percaya pun ade.tu lah org cakap tak kenal maka tak cinta.and i agree with that statement.hee 


kawan,
rasanya kawan org paling pelik penah sy jumpa.kawan sgt gilakan gadget.semua benda kalau boleh kawan nak miliki.asalkan ade duit kawan purchase gadget online.da bnyak kali kena marah pun kawan still buat.ye la marah sebab kawan da penah kena tipu.tu la not all online bisnes can be trusted, dan malangnya kawan memang degil, lepas rm250 kawan lesap, still kawan amalkan tabiat purchase online tu kan.ish3.kawan memang degil letakla sape pun duduk dgn kawan, no one can change you.seriously. lagi satu kawan sgt cerewet bab makan. semua benda kawan tak makan.just name it confirm u will shake ur head.sayur, u only eat sayur dlm burger, coleslaw yg kat kfc n yg dihidangkan b'same chicken chop. seafood, u never try so u dun eat them at all..masakan bersantan pun tak makan sgt.tp makan la jugak kari ke masak lemak ke kan.but then u much prefer sup je.takpun sambal pedas.favorite u sup.if i cook it u will ask me to put potatoes coz u love it.all in all u only eat chicken n daging yg mak masak.hee ouh and and and...kawan suke sgt makan ice cream.mcm sukaa gilaa.pegi 7E wajib beli ice cream milo. kawan mcm atikah,deskmate kte..gilakan ice cream.cute betul tgk korang mkn ice cream. hee :p


kawan, 
nak tau ape lagi yg pelik tentang kawan? kalau kawan jalan2 dengan clasmates, kawan tak kan tegur kte.kawan mesti buat2 tak nampak. kawan ckp kawan mmg macam tu jalan tunduk je tak pandang orang.kelakar alasan kawan tu.jangan jadikan tabiat ok takut nanti ade member2 kawan yg terase hati.ehem.hehe kte lain kelas tp da faham perangai kawan. kawan pegi kelas selalu bawak sbtg pen dan satu buku je.nota pun jarang2 kawan bawak. kawan jarang sgt study. tp time study week nak final exam, kawan pulun habis. and end up dgn flying colours result.jelesnye kte.apepun i'm happy for you n i'm proud for u, friend  :)


kawan,
kawan kuat jeles. kawan kuat marah, kuat merajuk. bile kawan cakap tak suka, jangan buat nanti konfirm kena marah.kdg2 kte takut.hee tp semua tu tak lame pun sebab kawan pun cepat sejuk.ermm yeke? entahlaa..hee~


kawan,
u're the only one person that i've met that change my perception. u teach me how to survive in this life.u teach me how to be a good person. u always give advice to me.when i did any mistake u brainwash me, tell me things that i shouldn't do anymore.things that sometimes i repeated it many times.i'm sorry friend, sometime people get use with their own way. just like you la,degil.kalau sakit memang payah nak suruh makan ubat kan. but then till now ur habit still not change.i wonder who are the lucky person that will success to change ur attitude yg sgt stubborn tu.hee


kawan,
lastly we end up very close till the semester ends..it is the end of our foundation program. we will separate. not meeting each other for a long time..i'm not ready but still, i have to.i hate to say goodbye. because good bye means letting go,letting go means forgetting. but i know that would not be happen to us kan? we have promise not to forget each other even how busy we are. however it is, deep in my heart i know we will meet again.maybe...someday.one fine day.


friend,
i'm sorry i think i've made u dissapointed soo many times along our friendship journey. i'm not a perfect person. i love to do the things that i love.but then the things i love sometimes u hate it and it hurt you without i realize. so it will screwed us up.rite? i wish i could rewind the time,i wish i could use all the chance wisely.i wish i never hurt you.i wish we could have only a good memory i our friendship.but yet things doesn't always happen as what we wanted.but yet we still can go on with it.we just follow the flow.


friend,
did u know that u've completed my live sometimes? without you i think i am nothing. thanks buddy for being there everytime i'm in pain. everytime i feel lonely n in sadness. seriously thank you so much. till then, i appreciated all the things that u've done for me. the effort that u give to make me happy.the act that u've done to put a smile on my face. i really appreciated that.last but not least. i want u to know how glad i am to have you in my life. u brighter my empty n dull life. and friend, i dun realize i know much about u..hebat kan, hebat :)  and yes, i admit. i love you as a friend and more than i love myself :) i heart you.we're friend. now and forever.till we meet again friend. XOXO !


this is a story about a friend. we will never realize when we fall to a person.when we started hate the person.how the journey begin, how the plot is turning up side down. but yet, how it is ends we will never know it. sehinggalah masanya tiba. kita tidak akan pernah tahu bagaimana dan bila ia akan berakhir kerana nun yang dia atas sana, ya. Dia lah penentu segalanya. Dia yang Maha Mengetahui..Allah yang Maha Esa :) and this story is a true story :')

till then.THE END.

assalamualaikum :)