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Sunday, January 31, 2010

~test! test! test!~

~1/02/2010~
saye ade test es0k! d0akan sye....
24 jam buku depan mate....smpai h0usemate sye masuk blik ckap
"mmg bnyak k0 bukak buku e'an"
lagi s0rang pun ade ckap
"e'an da bnyak study nnti malam ajar aku"
=.=
0uh kengkawan itu hanye lak0nan semate....
70% drpd mase sy mengadap bku itu diisi dengan
*melayan perasaan,berangan,dngar radi0,melalak,makan dan tid0*
0ouh sgt benci!
bak kate intan...
"keluarla k0 dari sarang (katil sye) k0 ni"
sepanjang petang dan ketike aku try nak msukkan bnde yg aku bace tuh lam pale 0tak neh...
tp ade unl0ck c0de pulak! mne tau c0de die ape.....=.=
s0 skang 0tak aku k0s0ng ! totally zer0 kn0wledge ab0ut law...
nak nangis!
mase lak smakin suntuk...x ckup ngan tuh dis week de f0rum gak! argh serabut..!
bak kate r0omates ksygan sye..
*bestnye jadi ikan dlm game feeding frenzy...x de kne wat assignment...*
mereka sgt mengarut! huh...!
s0 skang e'an kne struggle l0rh...
tibe2 ase cam unl0ck c0de tuh da terbukak ngan sndri...ngeee~...
mlm ni pulun ye! kej0r y0p kej0r...*tibe2!*
d0akan saye!!
saye tanak jadi l0ser lagi....please! :(
~salam~

Saturday, January 23, 2010

~sye h0mesick!~

~21/01/2010~

huuuuuuu....sedeyh..! malam tadi mimpi tak best! ade ke patut aku mimpi adek aku yg laki tuh kene pukul ngan eda (adik pompuan aku). memamg scary sbenarnye..dengar die jerit and argghhhh! tak suke!!! aku terus nangis k0t bangun tid0 tuh....lam mimpi tuh ade gak familiy aku yg laen....abg, mak and ayah.....
aku menangis sbb rindu!
*e'an ciwek!!*
time tuh aku terjage pukul 4.10 pg....ingat lagi! yaya ade, die tak tid0 agi time aku t'jage tuh...nasib bek die x nmpak aku nangis...hehehe...pastu aku tid0 balik and terjage kul 6.30...hurmm still teringat2 mereke2 di rumah tuh....adik.....huh! rindunyer! padahal baru 3 minggu x balik....ase cam 3 taun jep! sedihh!

kerinduan sama kamu! :(

mlm..ade pr0gram ITC kali ke 3 sem nih...baru 3..?? ermm n0 k0men..h0h0..
ceramah die tajuk best!

*CINTA ITU FITRAH BUKAN FITNAH*
ustazah ni best! lawak jugak..and input2 yg diberikan pun bergune..n0w i buried deep inside my heart t0 make Luv with ALLAH only.n0 0ne else.s0 dengan rasminye sye amek kputusan!
*I WANT TO BE SINGLE!*
h0pe die paham.i need time and experiences first!

study come first! chaiy0k e'an!
s0rry azim! tp sye x kan lupekan awkla! kte teman tp mesra dulu ek..?

~same tp x serupe la~
nak tau?? muke ustazah tuh....ermm ustzh SAPIAH BT ABDUL RAZAK..
muke die.....mcm mak saye!! dr jauh nmpak sme sgt! nak nangis! b'tmbah2 h0mesicknyer..:(
alaa pic kecik! nk tgk yg bsr punye viewla kt FB..:)


mereka gelakkan sye! bile nmpak mate sy bergenang! huh sejak bile e'an ciwek nih..?? wat malu jep!
abis ceramah...tggu tikah and yg len nk gi mkn...duk bwh p0kok kt laman tenet...

ph0ne ditgn dipandang sepi....huh x ley jadik! nak call jugak!
*walaupun tau kemungkinan besar mak x angkat sbb mak jarang pegang ph0ne 0r dengar if ade 0rg call..suke sgt biarkan lam handbag die*
call pertame: mcm yg aku agak...mak x angkat! (tears fl0w fast 0n my cheek)

call kedue: sepi lg...
nak call n0 umah..0h n0! x hafal! cek lam hp..x save pulak! argghh! tensi0n dicitu...
cubaan ketige, alhamdulillah kedengaran suare ibu tersyg di ujung talian..
sebak x terhingge...x dpt nak kawal em0si..0uh air terjun mahalku jatuh juge.terdiam seketika menahan sendu..suareku kawal agar si ibu tak mengesan tangisan diujung talian.rindu terubat seketika..
hurmm adikku demam..da due tige ari x gi sk0la..adik rindu akaq ea..?? sian adik, sape nk jage die??
lilah? terkejut skejap bile mak ckp lilah gi sarawak..buat ape.? huh jmpe buah ati..and cari baju tunang..s0 sweet!
suddenly aku teringat! besday adik semalam (20/1)
nak ckp ngan adik! die tid0...alaaa...x pe..sembang ngan ijat jer..mak ckp sambut gak ari jadi adik.maybe lilah wat kek..huh..b0ringnye duk umah x de sape2..msti sunyi.sume bnde mak buat sndri..sian mak kan.da la busy ngan hal sk0lah.meeting memanjang.hurmm..
nak balik!! sape ade tiket VIP t0k firefly..?? tlg! terbangkn sye ke Perak! please....

~rindu terubat~
ser0nok sgt dpt ckp ngan family..! n0w i realised,tu jer ubatnye if kte rindu s0mene, just call them and we will be relieved as i feel n0w...:) dgr suare pun skup..ajaib kan.? kuase Tuhan..
arini hari paling bnyak nangis! dr kecik sye suke sgt menangis..kdg2 x de sbb pun b0le nangis..suke sgt time air mate yg hangat tuh mengalir kt pipi..tp tu time dulu la skarang da rase biase je lau cry x de beze pun..pape ntah.
sye suke itu.kerana sye se0rang perempuan..dan naluri itu perlu ade barulah n0rmal! huhu

~arini ntah nape cam serab0t sket...adek angkat aku...
*hawa s0fia*
asek call....bukan akq tanak angkatla dik, akq busy sgt..! mcm2 bnde nak kene wat...*tp pe yg aku bwat ek??*
ptg tuh die ade beri mesej yg agak mencari pasal
msj 1: "akq da lupekan kte ye! smpai ati!"
msj 2: (k0s0ng)
msj 3 : "hmm!"
msj 4: (k0s0ng lg)
msj 5: "da ar ! lau mcm ni la akq layan kte baek x yah ade hbungan adek bradik angkat neyh!! keyh! sampai sini je ar...bye!!"
then baru menggagau aku bls msj tuh sbb msj 1 hgga 4 aku sngaje abaikn...aku pun tak ingat nape aku busy sgt time tuh..0h baru tringat time tuh aku ngan syg aku melepakkan diri kat ECM..mmg dlm fitting r0om awe call 4 kali ak x angkat kan! 0k n0w i kn0w!

try call her...x angkat...aku beri msj die balas... "pe??!!!"
*sabar e'an sabar!huhu*
call lg..huh! tutup ph0ne daaa...lantak kau la awe..kau yg nk carik psl kan.? mlm tu aku trus tid0...

~pagi 22/1~
tgh g0s0k gigi, 0tak aku ligat memikirkan apesal la awe marah sgt ngan aku..da la agak lame x c0ntact aku (dekat sbulan gak) tibe2 nk marah2 aku plak!
mgkin sbb aku terhantuk kt mne2 time tid0 mlm td tibe2 aku baru teringat sumting....
0h n0!! birthday die la d0l!! 21/1...ish3 aku mmg kne jumpe d0ct0r..bnyak sgt pyakit aku nih..
*ins0mnia la, aner0xia la,bulimia la, pekaknia la*
and n0w amnesia pulak! jgn tnye nape tue nnti aku ade alzheimer plak.ish mulut ni jahat!
mcm mane la aku bule lupe besday sume 0rg neh???
mesti sbb aku x pkai hp aku..r0sak kan! huh..s0 x de reminder...aduih..
sian k0rang yg dilupekan 0leh aku kan....hurmmm...
lastly aku call awe die angkat! and aku wish ler..time tuh kat TC...s0rry syg! lupe besday awk!
nnti akaq beri adiah paling besar ea...huhu.
0k! a l0t of assignments need t0 be d0ne by t0day! huh..st0p dulu..
~salam~

Monday, January 18, 2010

~new transf0rmati0n...~

hye! i've made my decisi0n t0 change something...what..?? hehehe...
fr0m n0w 0nwards i will try t0 write my bl0g in english....this is inspired by ajlia sa0ri's bl0g(s0rry if wr0ng spelling) ain shamimi's s0ulmate...
thanks t0 her..ngeee~...
reading her bl0g last few day had realised me s0mething...if we want t0 impr0ve 0ur english and higher 0ur standard...why n0t we try...never care ab0ut what 0thers might say ab0ut urself..! just be urself and d0n't be shy....especially when u make mistake! at the same time u learn something and can learn fr0m mistake...
maybe i als0 will n0t writing full in english...but maybe i will write in mix language.....bm and english..can ah..?? can la....hehe...hurmm..what else t0 write??
n0thing else i think...
0k thats my tranf0rmati0n at this m0ments....as i really want t0 fulfill my
'azam 2010'...hehehe
gambateh e'an!! yeayy!..huhuhu...all f0r n0w...bye darl!
~salam...~

~yeayy! relieved!~

~18/01/2010~


yeayy!! i'm really happy t0day...why? because i had just submitted our assignment for MTC 037...this assignment i'm not doing with tikah and warda as i usually did but this time i'm doing it with my beloved r0omates, intan (luv u la!) even u kne balik t0 jengka this weekend...and als0 another person that i'm n0t use with but i will try t0 get along with her from n0w onwards..her name is jaffiqa *eppy*...welc0me t0 my life darl! bef0re this i always heard ur name fr0m intan and niena and n0w i can w0rk t0gether wif u..ngeeee~....

after w0rking f0r h0urs and days...lastly i've finished it and i'm really happy but quite curi0us with the c0ntent of my assignment. i'm n0t sure whether what i've d0ne is the 0ne that madam Farah want..i h0pe its true and she will satiesfied with our work....aminnn...n0w i quite relieved but it d0esn't last long as i have th0usand 0f w0rks and 0ther assignments need t0 be d0ne by end 0f this m0nth...including all the past year question..ya Allah! make me str0ng t0 face all this...please lead me t0 success...amiiinnn...

thats 0nly ab0ut assignment, suddenly i remember ab0ut MUET!..i have d0ne n0thing ab0ut it...but my 0ther h0usemates have settle it d0wn by t0day..! 0h no what sh0uld i d0..? i kn0w n0thing ab0ut it..luckyly i have warda...i'm planning t0 ask her help and we will g0 t0gether t0 p0st 0ffice t0 settle it..h0pe it w0n't taka a l0ng time... i'm tired t0 d0 all this things!

hurmm...why sh0uld i take it again...am i s0 bad 0r stupid 0r what?? 0ne by 0ne burden c0me int0 my life till sumtime i feel like i d0n't want t0 live anym0re...huhu but luckily i've given strength t0 face all this! E'an str0ng!! Gambateh! Never give up e'an...! thanks ya Allah......at the m0ments Y0u send me hardness, at the same time Y0u give me strength and way t0 solve it....d0n't let me lose fr0m this game 0f life that have s0 much 0bstacle...

hurmm...t0night i've class at 8 p.m.....with wh0..?? wh0 else 0f c0z my bel0ved dr.J....luv u d0ct0r..! i w0n't late f0r t0night! missing u a l0t as we just met 0nce a week..hehehe...for me having a class at night make me calm and enj0y every m0ment with the lecturer and my classmates..i think i'm m0re f0cus and n0t sleepy at all...haha...ab0ut sleepy just s0metimes la..huhu...it is s0 quiet and very suitable f0r practising the listening test...hurmmm can i take my listening test at night f0r my c0ming MUET..?? 0f c0z n0t...huh!

i've already take my dinner...very early huh! just after clas at 5 p.m...i skip my lunch t0day..s0 d0n't ask me why if i had bad st0mach ache...haha...str0ng e'an! u're usual with it..huhu...i need t0 take bath early t0day..s0 g0 n0w..! bubye! h0pe t0night's class will be enj0yable and n0t b0ring...wish me luck! hehe....


~salam~





Sunday, January 17, 2010

~weekend yg breezy...~

~17/01/2010~
hye!
lame tak tulis bl0g! agak mls dicitu..
weekend yg breezy??
yup! bnyak angin ini weekend
keje kami melepak jer kt balkoni smbil 0nline...
weee~ agk best dicitu..tp ade ketike terase sperti nk mntah t'lalu b0ring 0n9..
wueekk! huhu...
angin dicini sgt kuat!
jgn tnyela nape sehingge kami punye pntu dapur ni pun bule terk0pak!
bec0me very w0rst dari hari ke hari..
maafkan kami pintu sbb tak jge kalian..=.=
sile ingat statement nih
*kami tak kan bayar ganti rugi sekirenye kne denda sbb r0sakkan pintu uitm..*
weeeee~.....kami mmg jahat! serius bukan salah kami..nak sue pun x kisah..haha
weekend yg breezy ea..??
huh...mlm td tid0 lewat kul 2...watpe..??
assignment k! e'an dak baek skang! tanak men2..hik3...
tp till n0w assignment sye tak siap lg!
nak nangis! huuuuu....
bgn pg! 0h pkul 10 daa...pasar tani??
0ouh..n0t again! why this 0weys happen t0 me..
ayat aku smlam b4 tid0.
*sile kunci alarm anda!*
tp aku sndri x dengar kut..! tid0 mati..huh..
nasib 'cuti' s0 bgn lmbat pun x kisah..weee~...
bru celik je! cis mereka britau sye brite paling tak best!
"takde air!!!"
0ouh...sgt 'suke' dengarnyer..!!
cik bing la 0rg pertame yg mel0mpat kegirangan lau dengar berite nih...
sbb die x yah mandi..hik3..
s0rry syg! x kutuk awk pun...weeeee...:D
wut a bad m0rning! ade plak news laen!
*kedai makan kat bawah x bukak!*
0h nak nangis! kami kelaparan....
gara2 air x de,seribu satu bnde tergendala...
mane pegi air??
m0g0kkah mereka?
maaf air lepas nih kami tak kan bazirkan anda lagi...:(
nak mkn kt mane ni?? mcm2 idea yg timbul...ajak gi ecm la, mkn kdai 'syaz' la.wat delivery la.
huh.mengarut je bnyak! lastly kami skip lunch! yeayy sye suke!
mereka supp0rt sye t0k diet sbb tu mreke pun j0in skip mkn..hak3..
kami buat meeting..kate putusnye! mkn lepas asar! tgkla mne kaki ni nak pergi..
paling tak pun kat f0odc0urt ecm kut.
n0 m0re n0odle station ke pizza ke black cany0n 4 us!
ckupla aritu da mkn.0ouh sedapnye hazelnut ice blended! nak lagi! kat f0odc0urt ade tak??
.mengidam.addicted.0bsessed.nafsu.
^_^
meeting tok mkn da abis! skang bincang nk mandi ktner plak..
mmg kritikal thinking bt0l!!
0ouh..dpt idea..mndi kt surau bwh cukup! memndngkan satu uitm a.k.a satu sekilau x de air.
lastly mndi kat t0ilet bgunan sbelah kami nih..!
ade plak air..laju jek! x aci.x fair.x balance bt0l!
blok TEC mnjadi serangan kami sume yg ketandusan air nk mandi neh..
mcm klakar..haha fuuhhhh! refresh after mandi...tgk jam..erkk pkul 2..??
ermm paham2 je la x de air.x slh kan kami mndi lmbat.mcm x biase....ngeee~...:p
0ouh sgt b0ring ptg yg breezy neh...
.0nline.0line.0nline. saje smpai lebam..
kami b'kara0ke juge diluar ni...sgt sedap suare kami.hehehe
baek! nak bla dulu...take a nap kejap b4 nk pegi merendek b'same kesyangan sye!
yeayyy!!
*gasping 4 water*
.harap es0k da ade air.
sumpah x nak pg klas lau tade air! huh.
~salam~

Thursday, January 7, 2010

~sesi mengedingkan diri kt geL0ra...~

~06/01/2010~
arini klas full pg ngan ptg...
*penat*
balik klas ptg tuh naek bilik je mmg x smpat bukak tdung agi...
intan terkam!
"j0m gi gel0ra!"
nmpak sgt muke intan excited!hehe
*jgn mara ea intan*
and i said "J0M!!!!"
yes! akhirnye dpt gak jog kat gel0ra...lame da kte0rg plan...
asek x jd jer...sbb de klas la..ujan la..and s0 on...
dlm mase yg same intan ngah 0nline time aku balik tuh....
then die s0h ajak r0omates yg len sape yg nk ik0t..
tp...rumah sunyi sepi...*sedihh*
sume gi klas..tggl kami b'lime jer...(yaya,as,tika)
ajak yaya, die ckp "mlm ni ade klas ngan dr.J"
nak ajak tika, kesian lak sbb bru abis klas...mesti die penat...
pastu ajak as...(die pun de klas mlm ngan mdm n0or azlin)...
as ckp "sempat ke..? nak ik0t ar..tggu jap nk siap!"
yeayy...!! jadi pergi.....rmai2 best sket..lau aku ngan intan je x r0mantik ar...haha
aku sgt excited!!
s0lat asar cepat2 siap cepat2 and pergi cepat2..huhuhu..
kami naek "mercedez" ksyangan intan *WMA 2442*
jln sekilau de 'r0ad bl0ck!'
huh!! k0nfirm2 kami x kan lalu situ....tp mmg rmai plak yg msuk simpang r0ad bl0ck tuh...
rase nk pegang sepanduk je britau mreka jgn masuk situ...'ade ROAD BLOCK la L0L...!!!'
x suke r0ad bl0ck!! p0lis jahat! nak duet rakyat jer...
even tak wat slh pun mesti kene saman...huhhh!!
0ouhh jln kt depan mega lengang! mmg pelik!..tp bgus! kami suke..hahaha..
smpai destinasi mcm nak pkul 6..agak rmai gak 0rg..
and m0stly ngah j0gging...takkan mnjahit plak kan....haha...
tanpe meregangkan segale 0tot2 yg ade...kami trus menj0ggingkan diri...
huhu mmg best..sume muke b'semangat jer..wakaka...
urghh! b0d0h! 0rg laki cuci mate jer..nyampah!! nsib bek x rmai ngat laki..
yg ade pun m0stly pakcik2 and rmai yg cine....kuss semangat!
j0gging track mmg pnjg! separuh track, intan da kecundang..
she st0p j0g..and just walking..
aku ngan as truskn p'juangan..ececeh ayt x bley bla..
aku mmg jnis lau da start lari susah nk brenti..tmbah2 lau rythm 0f the step is c0nsistent...
huh! speaking..kah3...
tamat first lap ase eppy sgt! mcm baru abis lari kat sukan k0manwel jep..haha
at the same time i'm burning! huh penangan l0syen mustajab yusmira!
*sakit!*
pdn muke sapu lg bef0re lari kan da melet0p.! haha
sambil nk catch up blik intan aku ngan as jln jer...brenti skejap smbil meregang2 kan pe yg patut..
*baru nk wat regangan..haha*
sec0nd lap rileks jer..lari jalan lari lagi and jalan jer..huhu
then decide nak lepak jap kt tepi pntai gel0ra tuh...
kesian tgk c0nditi0n pntai tu yg tade air..
*air surut k0t*
ase nk pggil je indah water s0h letak air..x pun b0mba ker...haha ngarut!!
kte0rg pe agi mggilekan diri ah..tulis nme ats pasir,men l0mpat jauh,men ting-ting men nari2 and p0nco2...
mereke2 jerit2 name bg release stress..and mmg name aku yg jd mangse..!
b0ngek bt0l! da la de laki gak..bile as ngan intan jerit je depe yg nyahut..huh seb0kk!!
bile ptg cam nak melabuhkan tirai die kte0rg gerak nk blik..
plan nk pekena r0jak ayam yg mmg fam0us kt gel0re tuh...tp..
hurmmm...da abis la..mereke ngah b'siap2 nk tutup....sedihh!
x dpt mkn...tp x pe intan da jnji nk bwk lg len kali..yeayy! suke balik..haha
smpai sekilau as trus b'kejar nek atas and kte0rg lak nk gi dinner...huh bek x yah j0g kan?
da j0g mkn lak..haha..xde functi0n pun j0g..
huh..sekilau tutup daa...mkn kdai 0ren je ler..
x rmai pun 0rg...
kte0rg mkn,lepak,sembang,tgk tv,tgk 0rg and kutuk 0rg..eh x! x kutuk 0rg pun k...huhu
naek blik huh terase lak penatnye..ase x best sgt sbb time tuh mcm2 rase!
ase kenyang, ase senak, ase nk tid0 ase penat,lenguh sume ade...
tp best! haha...
mlm ni nk study! kne study and wajib study..nk jd rajin! *azam 2010*
pas mndi and s0 on aku ngan intan study..
'legal system 0f the w0rld'
alaa.....x paham! mdm farah tlg! explain lg skali...
baru c0ver smpai civil law, mood study kte0rg da mrajuk...
intan trus gi 0nline and aku men sud0ku..feveret aku!
*lau nk beri adiah,beri bku sud0ku pun da ckup...trime kasih...hahak*
huh! ase boring lak pas da siapkan due set sud0ku level 4..hehe E'an hebat kan..??
j0m lawan sud0ku ngan saye! haha...
nak call sum0ne! nk abiskan kredit! haha..gedik jer..
nak call sape..?? yeayy rindu kak fara..s0 i call her..:)
die mmg suke mngarut! mcm saye..hehe
tgh sy0k smbg2 smbil mngarut tibe2 t'ptus sndri..yeayy!! kredit da abis..
kak fara mrh! die x puas ckp sbb tgh ckp t'ptus...ahaks...
len kali akq plak call eh..hik3..
then baru terase ngantuk..nak tid0!
hurmm..gigi sakit..!! alm0st all the time...x ley tid0...tp sbb ngntuk sgt t'lelap jugak..
nk gi klinik tp tak0t and mls!..nnti kal0 kne cabut abis la kne pkai gigi palsu...
da t'byg da cmne la agknye lau kne pkai gigi palsu kan..??
huh scary! tmbah2 gigi yg skit tu kt depan..dkat ngan gigi taring..!
nak nangis!! sakit sgt...sbb pe ye..?? gusi pun sakit..hurmm...
ase nk cabut gune tgn jer..geram sgt! argghh..!
....zzZZZzzz...
0ouh tertid0 lepas layan prasaan s0rg2...
nunytez all..
~salam~

Friday, January 1, 2010

~it's new year again..~

~heLL0 2010....say0nara 2009~

yeayy!! an0ther new year t0 begin...0f c0z bende yg bermain lam pikiran k0rg is azam...
azam taun baru aku..?? ermm ade ker...haha..
malas nk wat azam baru tahun ni sbb k0nfirm x mnjadi sgt...tp yg pnting azam aku still same cam yg lepas2..just need t0 struggle m0re t0 success it...sudddenly dpt ilham nk tulis bnde neh...this is real st0ry 0k..i mean my 0wn sentences and idea...hayati....
~LIFE....life....LIFE~

0ne windy aftern0on...i'm sitting 0n the bench under 0ne r0of by the side 0f the r0ad....i'm just letting myself watching pe0ple's behavi0ur ar0und me....i saw a lady cr0ssing the r0ad with a plastic bag on her hand c0ntain 0f f0od maybe...i saw her face crinkle as the sunshine t0uch her skin...i keep watching her and 0thers fr0m the place i stay...suddenly i was thinking...i'm w0ndering d0 they happy with their life?? i answer t0 myself...'i d0n't kn0w'...and i ask that questi0n t0 myself...'d0 i happy with my life..??' i still answer t0 myself...'i d0n't kn0w'...yet i've f0und 2 answer 4 that questi0n...first~i'm happy with my life...why?? bec0z i've f0und that i get everything...and i guess i'm n0t having the life that t0ugher like s0me0ne else d0...i've family that l0ve me...friends that care 4 me...and the best part i have a healthy b0dy....that was the best gift that ALLAH has give t0 me...i'm s0 grateful...and i kn0w n0t every0ne is lucky as i am...there is still a human that is l0nely and d0n't have family 0r friends..again i'm grateful...sec0nd 0ne~i'm n0t happy with my life...why?? bec0z i'm still n0t the best am0ng 0thers..i still d0n't get what i want and what i aim...i d0n't kn0w much ab0ut kn0wledge and i d0n't kn0w why...d0es all my answer relevant...?? i still answer 'i d0n't kn0w'...what i kn0w much..? maybe having fun with my friends and d0ing all the things that wasting and meaningless 4 the wh0le day...hurmm...i keep thinking ab0ut this...i talked t0 myself 'u need t0 change dear'...then i pr0mise t0 myself that i want t0 change every single negative part in myself..i h0pe i c0uld make it...suddenly the l0ud s0und pr0duce by the m0t0rcyclist everytime they pass me bring me t0 the real life...and the lady that cr0ssing the r0ad als0 has g0ne fr0m my sight...as the time pass by and the night is g0ing appear as well as the m0on and the star is g0ing t0 take their shift,the r0ad begin t0 bec0me quiet...quiet as my m0uth at that time...then i walk h0me al0ne leaving that place with s0rt 0f things keep playing in my mind...with a new h0pe,new spirit,new task and new adventure...i will make it as my wish c0z we're g0ing t0 face the new year 2010...i h0pe everything is m0ving 0n as what had been plan....all best als0 t0 u guys...;)

.....welc0me 2010 tata 2009.....

~happy new year u guys!!!~