~rest in peace little cute..~

this song i dedicated to my little cute kitten.

"inilah saat terakhirku melihat kamu jatuh air mataku menangis pilu hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan..."

i can see your eyes, your last breathing before you go...far, far away from me...u left ur brother alone.he was all alone.no one left..friskies yg bnyak tu sape nak rebut2 lagi dgn ichi?

 i miss u already. -____-

orang kate kucing ade 9 nyawa...is that true? hmm i am not sure...and i wonder what will they be after that?

on my frustrated mood right now :'(

we will miss you.rest in peace kitty.... 

if you.yes you out there, if u have a kittens or cats or any animal as your pet.give them medical care if necessary k..never let them eat anything that could harm their digestive system.avoid from giving raw food (contohnye perut ikan,lemak ayam n so on) haaa food macam tu x bagus.especially for anak2 kucing.walaupun mereka tak makan tapi sekadar gigit2 je sbb gigi diorg x kuat lg nk mam bnde2 mcm tu *ni mak aku yg cakap* tapi kuman2 yg ade kat makanan mentah mcm tu kte tak tau..anak kucing macam bayi jugak..banyak bende yg x bule makan..just give them friskies,whiskas or sardin pun kire ok..jgn lupe beri minum susu...susu mak die tak berape nak bnyak kalau mak die x makan so jage makan dgn mak mak die sekali...utk anak kucing die jugak anak kucing yg korang geram gila rase nak picit2 tu haa..nak yg comel kene pandai jage k..gud luck then salam...

ichi,be strong! only you left.shine my day like always ok cute..

~S.S.A :') ~

a great song for you...hey, i miss you damn much! :)

~awak sakit,saya rasa :'| ~

Hari ini saya sakit.sakit menerima satu berita.berita tentang sakit.tapi saya tahu sakit mana saya rasa sakit lagi yang menderita itu rasa.

what should I feel when my bestfriend fall sick?

*stupid question huh?*

well, I keep on thinking about it. Of course, I am really worried. But only with the feeling worried and etc, nothing can cure. I do nothing. So,what should I do? I’ve tried my best. I hope I never disappointed you,my friend. Hope so.

Awak senang sakit.kene gerimis sikit pun boleh demam.dan demam bukan demam biase mesti suhu tggi and akan membawa kepada gejala2 tidak sihat yg lain seperti selesema dan batuk.dan bile itu sume terjadi tuhan je tau betape risaunye saya. X de ape yg dpt saya buat melainkan keep on bg kate2 yg boley buat awk kuat dgn harapan awk cepat sembuh dan tak jatuh sakit lagi.

You know. We’re far apart. I help nothing dear. I wish I could be there stay beside you and be the one to take care of you like I use to do. Deep in my heart I miss that routine. Even though, u said that u’re tired with all this,being sick for all the time, but I never tired to fulfill all your needs. For the time being, looks like I’m use with the situation and thank you Allah I still can handle it with care.

Saya rasa hari2 ayat saya sama.saya tak reti pujuk org. x reti nak bagi org tertarik dan terus ikut cakap saya.memang ayat saya x de power or magik.tapi saya harap sgt awak paham ape yg cube sy sampaikan.saya takut sgt kalau2 kata2 sy ade terguris hati awk sebab kadang2 org sakit m0od tak menentu.yeah betul tu.awak pun cakap sekarang awak lgsung x de m0od.ok x pe saya faham seriously I understand that.sebab saya jugak penah sakit.ade je yg x kene.

Being left alone for the whole day.it’s ok.i still can handle it.don’t think much k.sometimes we need sacrifice for the good thing.right? u said “nak jumpe kawan yg sentiase ade time kte susah, susah sgt kan?” yeah.you’re not alone and that’s why I’m here for you.
 Cepatlah sihat dan bace entry ini.buat khas utk awk, x penah buat utk awk lagi kan?

Umpama satu jasad yg dikongsi bersama, umpama satu nada yg didengari bersama, macam tu lah. Cepat sembuh dan kita fikir jalan sama2.semoga hari esok lebih ceria dari hari ini.*masih berharap*

awak sakit, saya pun rasa.
 
p/s: sangat merindui awak!
        lagu blog ni utk awak, kene kuat!
        awak kan ade kuase superhuman! :)

 And to the readers, ingat ye. Allah kurniakan kita kesihatan utk kte manfaatkan sebaik mungkin, bukan utk nikmati anugerah alam semata. Dan kadang2 Allah tarik sekejap nikmat kesihatan itu, sbg peringatan supaya kte tak leka dibuai mimpi duniawi dan dikaburi dgn nikmat dunia semata. what am I trying to say here, never left your friend behind. They have reason when they said they need u. Try to put yourself on their shoes,and u will know. :) tak semua org bernasib baik kan? Fikir2kan dan selamat beramal.salam.

~that should be me !~

That should be me!

That should be me holding your hands

That should be me making you laugh

That should be me, this is so sad

That should be me, that should be me…

That should be me.....

I hope miracles could happen but harapan tinggal harapan…all the things that I had planned has vanished just like that. Oh my, sakit sangat rasanya…sakit sangat..

Thank god everything could be handle dgn baik..kene faham keadaan. Nak salahkan sape? kerana nila setitik rosak susu sebaldi.so salahkan susu sebab warne putih =.=’

Feeling g0od when heard u’re just fine right there…having fun and enjoy your beautiful day with your best friend…but it must be better if I could be there t0o…nothing better than that if it could happen…looking at your smile..hearing you telling jokes and spending the whole day together…I wish I could..coz that was what I wanted to do all this time.. and I’ve admired for months.*sigh*

Nothing else can change it…sudah tertulis begitu akhirnya…u said takde rezeki nak wat camne…ok I accept that..walaupun berat tapi terpaksa...hati je tahu ape rase..mungkin lepas ni dapat jugak jumpe.mungkin dekat tempat yg lagi menarik.kat luar negara mungkin.
*over ean, itu over* =.='

papepun every cloud has a silver lining..see.we still can talk 24/7.sekarang boley mengarut non-stop.and i dera u ckp bnyak smpai penat.haha mcm klakar ade jugak org merungut penat sebab bercakap.ok tak larat cakap bisik pun ok what.hish gedix pulak.
sorry i'm not like dat! saya belum ladies. :P

segala sedih, geram, jeles dan seumpamanya sudah lenyap diterbangkan dek angin malam yg sepoi2 language ni :)

tapi mungkin bakal kembali semula esok hari atau mungkin esok harinya lagi atau mungkin juga hari kepada esok dan esok lagi..who knows?

conclusion, kite hanye merancang Allah yg menentukan.terimalah segala dan jangan pernah pertikaikannya :))

till then, i'm leaving for now.

~salam~

p/s: debaran kian terasa.ouh saya tak suka!
      tak mahu november muncul! =.=''

~an emo post :)

I may not get to see you as often as I like.

I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.

I may not touch your hands like i use to.

I may not get to text u every minute like before.

I may not get to call you as we always did.

 

I may not stay up late just to look for you.

I might not be the one to take care of u when u sick.

I may not be the one who really special in your life anymore this moment,

after all had happened to us.

I am not sure whether I can keep my promise to u anymore.

I have failed. failed to fulfill my promise to u...

I have failed to make u happy. I have take your smile away..

I am sorry.

I might not able to treat u like i use to.

 

It may be weird for me to call you with the sweeties name

like i love to call you all this time.

But deep in my heart I truly know,

you're the one that I cherish every moment,

and I can't let you go.

but i must...

i must do it..for us..

i know it is hard.and i am not sure whether i can get through it all alone or not...

but we must...we must...

be strong..!

no matter what happen, i will always stay beside you..

i take myself away from you but i'm not taking back my love from you..

i wanna let you keep my love with you forever...

will you keep it for me..?

coz i wanna do the same for you...i wanna have your love..

please don't take it away...

do have it as our memories that can not be forget and all of it cannot be erase...

I will miss you...so much...

as your face and our memories will always keep on playing on my eyes everywhere i look and everything i do i keep thinking about you...

every breath i take i will always reminds about u...

I LOVE YOU !

I really really do.

but I have to pretend that i don't love u, coz i don't wanna hurt u anymore.

u're hurting and bleeding inside u because of me..

with every action that i ever did before..

I am sorry....really sorry...

I can't hold our relationship till the ends of our life..

but remember this, this is not the end of our relationship but the beginning of our new relationship...

which is...F.R.I.E.N.D...

till then, i'm leaving....

~with love, E'an...<3 :') ~

 

~eh encik blog, rindu! :')

*itu saye.comey kan. :)*

sedang menaip sambil dgr lagu blog ni.

uwaaa...nak menitis air mata..haha

rindu siak kat en.blog nih..

sebulan x jumpe.heee

 sehat? eh berhabuk la..meh vacuum sket,ok da bersih :)

ala ade sawang sket tu..meh buang.ok da berkilat.

*sorry,lately suke ckp sorg2.inilah padahnye :P*

kalau lah en.blog ni boley b'cakap mesti die soh aku diam.haha

nak taip taip je lah mulut tu sile kunci. :P

ou.mesti kaw garang kan en.blog.ok enough e'an!

haha

ade sajak utk kaw..

haii en.blog.

disini tempat kuluahkan segalanya.

suke dan duke menjadi cerita.

buat tatapan all the bloggers

tanpa jemu engkau menerima.

haaa...sikit2 cukup.

x ley bnyak2..haha

nak bnyak tggu idea lain mari eh..huhu

heyy en.blog.

saya nak janji ni..

saya x kan tggalkan awak lagi..

lame tu saye menyepi kan..kesian awk mesti bosan..

ok.hari2 sy teman awk ea..sy isi awk dengan cerita2  hot sy yg tertangguh lame tuh..

sampai sini dulu...adioss! :)

~salam menyepi. :p ~