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assalamualaikum

ini berkenaan dengan entry yg sebelum ni.kerja.ya kerja.. hurmm..amatlah sadis dan kecewa yg meruntun jiwa ini bila tidak dpt persetujuan both of my parents. my dad say nothing bout it n my mom tak habis2 nak tanya latar belakang tempat, keje and yg ada kaitan dgn semua tu and foremost the most disappointed person other than me is for sure my friend yg da tggu dekat sana.esok mereka interview. damn.this is so frustrating. i miss them so much. it has been like almost a year didn't meet them :( so many things to be shared with them if we meet. apa boleh buat takde rezeki aku..

ermm..takpe lah.sebenarnye aku tak kisah sgt pun. mungkin ade sebab aku tak dpt join diorang. mungkin nak suruh aku berehat la tu. nanti da naik sem mesti busy gila sampai tak sempat nak tarik nafas rileks mcm sekarang ni. takpe takpe. ade hikmah tu *nak sedapkan hati sebenarnye :(* hurm sudahlah malas nak pikir lagi. life must go on. yep. do not live in your past and dun always look back. but sometimes it's necessary.only sometimes.


hari ni tak buat ape2 pun.woke up late and i dunno why arini i macam mogok.yess that's the right word for me today.i did nothing. i tak buat keje umah, i didn't talk much with the people inside this house n paling penting i tak masak.tp i makan je.i just let them doing everything.teruk kan? ermm mungkin aku sedang kecewa. kecewa tidak diberi peluang utk aku buktikan i can survive by my own.my parents said agak jauh tempat tu.shah alam.ya memang jauh.lain2 negeri juga.hurmm mungkin jugak ada benar tindakan mereka. hati ibu siapa tahu. naluri ayah siapa dapat agak kan. 


dan mak memang hebat, dia seperti dapat merasakan aku sedang merajuk.serta merta cuba beramah mesra dgn aku. mak bertanyakan tentang anak jiran yg sama umur dgn aku dan aku hanya jawab acuh tak acuh.ok sekarang aku serba salah. dengan itu aku harus merelakan hati. terima takdir yg da tertulis ni.mungkin ade something much better is waiting for me in future.hope so.and i wish when i wake up the next morning everything will be fine and hope dat my day will be much better. well, too much hope here n there in my life. usaha tak jugak. ish3.hurmm..


ermm da lebih 3 minggu bercuti.berat makin naik.ehem. perlu buat sesuatu. perlu pasang strategi dan misi baru ni. ok, setiap petang akan main badminton dgn boys tersayang. insyaallah.hee someone ever said "no matter how ur physical are, i still wanna accept you" choii, when someone said that to you, dun trust them. tanam tebu tepi bibir je tu.nak ambil hati.haha k la. sampai sini dulu.assalamualaikum.have a nice life :) 

LEARN FROM YESTERDAY

LIVE FOR TODAY

HOPE FOR TOMORROW 

apa lah nak jadi dgn budak ni..ish3.

i was jealous to see u with others.

if i dun own you so no one can.psycho

i'll always love you :)

awak, nak tau tak? thank you sgt coz u've unfriend a.k.a removed me on fb.my dad were looking for you tau.i've checked the history n saw ur fb's profile were mentioned there. ouh and and..he has viewed ur twitter too.but luckily there's nothing there. tak tau lah ayah cari ape n kenape die view awk.but then i think he has his own reason.hee thank god we're not like before. terima kasih.thanks for the changes. mungkin sekarang mereka boleh tarik nafas lega.hee moral of the story, jangan tinggal laptop time tgh online n always offline whenever not using it huhu :)